你们在哪里, 在做什么?

好不习惯, 那么多年来我都有你们在我身边听我说话… 我说什么你们都听。说了出来, 我会舒服很多, 可是你们却都不再身边了。

有时心里有很多话想说, 可是我不会表达自己, 说不出, 很压抑。

非常非常压抑, 不知到哪一天会承受不住。好担心。

唉, 我又如何要求其他人和你们一样能了解我呢。

像我一个外表那么冷酷那么高傲的人, 怎么找回你们一班知心? 看起来没有谁都不会不行, 其实我是世界上最害怕孤独的女生… 习惯了伪装, 假装很独立, 因为自尊心总是太强, 不愿低头。

寂静的夜里, 我真的很惦记你们。
五年, 不长不短, 让我成长了许多, 从你们身上学习的, 会让我一生获益匪浅。

2012, WILL be my year.

I threw myself an unexplainable question: Why did I stop blogging?

The answer seemed to be insignificant.

I'm so used to update my Twitter. When I have a smart phone that can access Twitter as easy as abc, I don't feel the need to actually blog anymore. But still, blogging has been a big part of my life for so many years. Often, I felt like removing my blog. When everyone's all grown up, so busy with their lives, so occupied with their stuffs, studies, events, ... Will people actually read my blog, still?

The most important thing- When college starts, am I free enough to blog often?

Next thing, the blog is exposed to the world. It'd be troublesome if I make it private, though..

Spm's over. I had my hair dyed and the result was satisfying. I felt like a new person now, move on to the next chapter of my life. I look definitely a little different now than when I'm in high school.

And you can tell how looking forward I am towards 2012. I'm so proud of myself I finally done the plannings and got the questions in my head solved. Instead of setting a limit for myself for my future degree, I'm giving myself a few options.

After registering the college, I found out... More than 20 people I know are joining me. Ohhh, myyy, God. Imagine! Before 2012 starts I'm already so excited to meet everyone. Lololol.

If time allows, I might will spend my future weekends updating my blog about my college life. Or not :D

Doubt if anyone reads it. -_____-

Anyhow, 2012, I have a feeling it'd be great. I wanna thank a friend who helped to settle my college problem :) I hope we'll have great, great times together.

I wish all my current class/schoolmates all the best :)